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From Maureen:
Hi James, That chicken dinner you described preparing made
my mouth water. Until the fish fill the lake and the char move
into our creek, our diet is pretty limited, especially in the
fresh meat area. Canned "bully" beef at best and once
a week some canned chicken. It has been foggy and windy for 4
days now and we are getting jumpy to get out and hike. I did
manage a trip out with the bears while Charlie was practicing
his typing and made an interesting discovery:
The cubs had wandered by our electric fence and in spite of
the bad weather with pretty limited visibility due to the fog,
I decided to join them for a walk. They were pretty excited and
wanted to head North across the marsh but I felt like a stroll
around the end of the lake to see if any sockeye salmon had made
it up the Kambalnoe River from the Sea of Okhotsk into our lake.
I persuaded the cubs to join me by looking intently into the
water of the creek I had to cross. They immediately suspected
I was onto something interesting and ran over to peer into the
water too. They followed me across the creek and bounded ahead.
This put the wind in our faces. Charlie and I had noticed
in the past, when all 5 of us were hanging out around together,
that they hardly felt they needed to watch into the wind because
they can smell every thing coming from that direction but they
kept an eye alert down-wind. What we hadn't realized was that
this is also important when traveling. When they line out along
a bear trail they do so in an order which is always repeated:
Chico in front; second Biscuit and last; Rosie. Until now I had
always thought that she was at the end because she was slower
and thereby ended up in this lesser position. Rosie kept glancing
back down the trail. Chico kept her focus straight ahead. Upon
walking up close behind Rosie I received an annoyed look. I decided
to try walking between Biscuit and Rosie. They both looked relaxed.
I enjoyed the feeling of safety here and started looking back
down the trail myself, picking up on Rosie's behavior. I felt
a bit silly at myself at first but decided that Rosie had a very
important job at the end of the line, acting as rear guard, and
until now I had ignorantly interrupted her post by noisily walking
up on them from down the trail (which was down-wind in this case).
They all seemed to enjoy the fact that I had figured this out.
When we stopped they were up to their usual antics of romping
and wrestling. Rosie, who has always been relatively stand-offish,
for the first time grazed on sedge grass closer and closer to
my feet, finally nibbling off the tufts in an 8" semi-circle
around my boots and at the same time watching my reaction to
her. Charlie told me later this was probably her way of inviting
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I had been working on some charcoal drawings of the cubs trying
to zero in on aspects of their emotions which I identify in the
titles. The painting, a combination of abstraction and realism
is about what I discovered about Rosie and her job at the end
of the line. For those of you who don't look at much abstract
art it can be a bit of a mystery. Just think about my abstractions
as expressions of my feelings and in this case something also
about the wind. I have a very big and luxurious studio North
of Cochrane, Alberta, where I coat all my painting and drawing
paper with protective layer of white gesso(a chalk-like liquid
for sealing paper and canvas) before packing them into wooden
cases for carrying onto the airplane. They need this pre-coating
for archival purposes because of the oil paint I use . The lid
of the case becomes my drawing board. The work in charcoal is
25"x36" and the painting slightly smaller. I use an
eraser as a drawing tool to get the feel of the fur. Oil paint
is layered on top of water based paint to create the rich textures
. The color is that of the tundra - rich and vivid and another
means as to how I express the excitement I felt as I adjusted
where I walked when joining the cubs. |